Heartbroken

Heartbroken by Heise

The world is so cruel. It makes u think that you are going to get what you desire. It really convinces you. Even if you are a person who deal things mildly whether it is joy or sorrow, the world makes you believe that now there is no way you wont get it.

Finally I let my heart have a little joy. Yes, I got it, so happy now. Even though it seemed like a dream, I believed that I got it. And when the time came it was cruelly snatched away, slipping out from the gap of fingers, so close, but couldn't make it... Why did this happen?.......  I could have lived with out it, I dint have any hopes from the start. I would somehow live my dull life, but you gave me desire. My heart which was not used to wishing and hoping so much, soared at the thought of what I was about to get, it is all my mistake, i fell in to the trap of this mirage. Now my heart, it lies there.... wings cut, broken, shattered... tears cant heal it... When it heals the scars of this wound would be so tough that my heart would never hope again, it would never dare to be happy again only to fall in to the deep trench of sorrow...  It will grow cold... For the fear of losing it would never try for anything again, for the fear of disappointment it would never wish/expect anything again... it will be closed forever to everything, it can no more be called heart, just a part of body with no emotions or desire in it..... I am dead until i die, until i leave this body and mind,  until my rebirth... all thanks to this cruel world...